This week has been hard but also, Hailey is finally out of the hospital and I can sleep in my own bed. WHOOP! I couldn’t write this earlier because I was with them at doctor’s appointments all day since their eye is still wonky from too much spinal fluid (who knew that was a thing??) but right now I have a chunky ginger man on my lap and so everything seems a little bit gentler in the world.
“This didn’t turn out how I wanted, but sometimes there is an art in realizing that we are allowed to be seen failing.”
This week’s doodle is all about feelings of failure and acceptance and I’m just now realizing that I wrote the words wrong because what I’d meant to write is that there is a “gift in realizing that we are allowed to be seen failing” rather than an “art” and I’m sort of pissed at myself for getting it wrong but also, it’s a quote I fucked up on a drawing I fucked up about the idea that we should all be allowed to publicly fuck up, so at least I am sticking with a theme.
And if you have fucked up this week as well, please know that you are not alone and I love you. (I love you if you haven’t fucked up, too. Please share your secrets.)
Your friend forever,
~Jenny
PS. The chunky ginger man on my lap is Hunter S. Thomcat. I’m not getting a lap dance. You probably already guessed that but thought I’d clarify.
I have Idiopathic Intracranial Hypertension... Which causes a buildup of fluid on my brain and pushes on the backs of my eyes. I've had it since 2018 (after 3 straight years of a headache) and the amazing new is that at the end of the month I see my neuro opthalmologist and if my eyes look good, I am officially declared to be in remission and discharged from his care! If she has what I have, there are meds and things that can help!!!
this will sound crazy, and it probably is, but i feel like if i just concentrate a little harder i'll be able to read what this says. i know it's not letters but my mind believes it is comprehensible as language regardless. does that make sense?